The Future...

Is a scary thing when you don't know what is going to happen anymore. I don't think I've really ever been scared of what was going to happen because I usually had a good idea of what I wanted to do or what I was going to do. That is until a month ago. Over the last month I didn't care what was going to happen at first but as time kept going, I started to care again and wonder what was going to happen, then a couple of weeks ago, I was talking to a couple of friends at Celebrate Recovery, and they suggested that I look into doing what I know I do well and have been told that I do well... drama. Since then when I mention to people who ask what I'm thinking of doing, I've heard from half that I should go to college for it, and take something else as a minor for back-up. From the other half, I've heard that I should just keep my eyes open for now to see anything comes up for the BAC or anywhere else, and go to a agency when they post auditions in the area. I'd prefer to go that way since school is not my strongest area, and when I decided not to do Police Foundations, I vowed that I wouldn't try school again. On the other hand, drama is something that I really enjoy and want to learn about. Another option for a career is going to school for camp ministry, which is something that I think that I would enjoy but not really sure. Right now everything hangs on what happens next Friday before I can really start seriously considering anything, and then after that if I do decide to go to school it will be a year or so before I can go anyways, as I need to take care of a couple of matters first. So, this is the first time that I can remember of being worried/scared of the future cause I don't know whats going to happen or come my way anymore. Well, that's all for now.

And that's the way the cookie crumbles,

This is Captain Ooster signing off.